Never feel so fkup in a long time.
My heart really cannot take it during lunch time.
Moat likely would have shot myself if I was armed.
And gonna have trekking tomorrow with commander being the leader.
I was feeling very very down.

I decided to watch despicable me 1 to prepare me for the sequel tmr (hope tmr will be fine) cos nothing to do and no mood study anyway.
And the movie expectedly make me feel much happier, and I can actually feel the warmth of a happy family from that show. Some of the part especially the way gru talks and the big boss face makes me LOL.
At least I can now sleep without feeling so Damn sad. :)